Sunday, July 26, 2009


Just wanted to thank you all for your comments and support. It helps to hear other people's stories and feelings. I had no idea what I was in for.....but, with meds and time each day is a tiny, tiny bit easier.


Wednesday, July 22, 2009


Post partum depression and not being able to fall asleep SUCK!!!


Monday, July 20, 2009


It's amazing how something I wanted so badly sucks in such a big way!!! Holy shit, I am just hanging on here. The boys are 5 weeks old and I feel hopeless!! Everyday runs into the next, sleep is so rare, my nerves are frazzled, I sob all the time...when am I going to enjoy these boys that I love so much?