so-so

Just wanted to thank you all for your comments and support. It helps to hear other people's stories and feelings. I had no idea what I was in for.....but, with meds and time each day is a tiny, tiny bit easier.

:-(

Post partum depression and not being able to fall asleep SUCK!!!

bleak

It's amazing how something I wanted so badly sucks in such a big way!!! Holy shit, I am just hanging on here. The boys are 5 weeks old and I feel hopeless!! Everyday runs into the next, sleep is so rare, my nerves are frazzled, I sob all the time...when am I going to enjoy these boys that I love so much?